Too busy. forget having goals, I want to have a normal sleep schedule and a pain-free throat.
doc wants to do diabetes screening. fuck that noise. What good is it going to do me to hear "you're pre-diabetic" or diabetic or whatever? Every doctor I've ever met has told me to lose weight and it's still the hardest fucking thing in the world to do.
I wonder if someday I might get a handle on my life. chores, food, health, money, work, friends, sleep. all spiraling around me out of my control.
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